tired of being judged by imperfect people.

tired of people who just dont like you for whatever reason (kan bu sun yan) and show that they dont like you when you didnt even do anything wrong to them.

tired of cliques.

tired of petty people.

tired of wanting to make this world a better place.

tired of still being nice to people who hurt me before.

tired of being reminded of the past hurt.

tired of being too sensitive.

tired of childish immature bunch of "kids" in the office.

tired of people who are Christians yet their attitudes are so disappointing.

tired of trying to follow Christ's ways and yet being judged as someone who "seems holy but is not".

tired of politics.

tired of senior people who are still so childish in their thinking. where have they been all these years? in a capsule?

tired of hearing "the world is like that, people are like that, what to do?"

tired of innocent-looking pple who are not innocent at all.

tired of complaining in here about the things that make me unhappy.

tired of reading the New Paper, Straits Times and all you see are unhappy news.

tired of hearing about things I dont want to hear.

tired of thinking too much.

not all of these are happening to me...some just happening to the people around me so i am just tired of feeling for them. the injustice.

is it the same everywhere you go? can u live in such a world and not be affected by it?

Bible says in Romans 12:1-3 .

Living Sacrifices

1.Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God — this is your spiritual act of worship.

2.Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is —his good, pleasing and perfect will.

3. For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but rather think of yourself with sober judgment, in accordance with the measure of faith God has given you.

Transformation doesnt not happen overnight. Some days you think you are ok. Some days, such thoughts hits you again and you think that you are not ok and you are in need of transformation.

Luckily I have God to turn to. How about you?

If anybody is facing the same stuff and wants a listening ear, I am here...I may not have all the advice but I can help in some way or another if God uses me.

Lets hang in there.

BE HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Count your blessings. They are most probably more than you think.